I have been surrounded by dragons too, but I feel so connected with them, that now I would give almost everything to feel the presence of one, again.
Though, it is not a lightheaded decision, my friends and family is infact very important to me, but I think they would understand, and my selfconscience would mar it - but on the other claw, I think they would wish me well, and would be happy that I have finally found happiness.